Notes on Sunday 29 March 2015 - Dream Last Night on Traveling - My new destination, My new Life

Good morning, beautiful world!

I am noticing beautiful and vivid manifestations of well-being, flow, happiness, connection and alignment.

Every day I have RDV'd with friends, some old and some new; I am receiving compliments from strangers and from my community; there were 2 incredible coincidences:

1) Meeting a new friend/guy who also knows another girl friend of mine - coincidence!
2) Chatting with my other friend it turns out he has to move by June and I also have to move by June. Exactly the same scenario! Amazing. I am open to starting a new journey with a special partner, at the right time in God's will.

It's amazing...talking about those things makes me realize how much I love peace and quiet; the greenery, the water, the sweet, beautiful singing birds. The quiet is really precious.
Heavenly father, please do guide me to a beautiful, calm, graceful, delightful, natural new community; a beautiful, spacious, comfortable new home...One that delights my Inner Being, expansive, easy with nature...Green, quiet, peaceful, tranquil, natural. Lovely...with water nearby. I love the nature, and Nature loves me too :-).
 
Thank you for these manifestations :).

What dreams may come...

Last night I had a dream: 

had an international flight to catch and it was a long-haul (like to/from USA to/from Seychelles (cheeky example)). In my dream, I was not really paying attention to the time, hadn't finished packing and before I knew it it was already 2 hours before the flight and I should've already been at the airport!! Furthermore, I was at home location in Dubai Marina yet I was in the home of my family in New York City (Jamaica, Queens).

My flight was at 20:25 and so I should have been at the airport by 18:25; I was coming from Home in Dubai Marina and had to go all the way to Airport FZ in the afternoon with traffic. Geez! LOL I knew fully well in the dream that things were looking dicey. Mom was with me, downstairs, I was in my room upstairs just sort of taking it easy, and she finally came up to say "Jen, it's already time, we have to make a move!"

Then I realized OK time to go, and I knew I couldn't feasibly finish all my packing in time, so I thought: (a) Either I finish packing and take the next flight (which was undesirable since it's a really long international flight and the next one would be too far into the future); or (b) Just go as I am with what I have, missing a few toiletries, garments, etc. knowing that I could eventually buy everything I needed when I reached my new destination since that is easily possible.

I went for Option B.

I found myself on the bus en route to the airport, took some turns, walked through some off roads, some pit stops; there was a helpful person along the way who wanted to give me a shortcut which I didn't take because I wasn't sure it looked official or proper, and it might lead me astray. In the end it indeed led to the same spot I came out from.

And then I think in the end I made it to the airport because there was a portion of the dream involving business, commerce, lots of people moving in different directions, going to different places. I was queuing with my documents to submit the necessary.

I AM READY FOR THE NEXT STEP & STAGE OF THIS MAGICAL LIFE

Looking back on this, it feels like there is a deeper meaning to it and it is a sign. A sign to BE READY, a sign of CHANGE, new PLACE, NEW TRAVEL, MOVEMENT. A NEW JOURNEY. Or, the Journey continues into a different territory.

The key message is to BE READY.

This is the second such dream I have where I am traveling and yet I am not making a move and just dilly-dallying (in the dream). I had this exact dream before traveling home to NY in December. And the time on the digital clock overhead in the my room was 11AM and my flight was at 1PM.

However, when I flew home in real life I was ready and made it to the airport perfectly well. All good. I love traveling :-) So much fun! :-) Yay, perhaps I can have a new job where I have to travel for it to beautiful destinations and islands. OMG that sounds and feels amazing. Perhaps this is in my vortex and in my path.
I love that.

Then when I flew to Seychelles I was 100% READY - totally ready to be there, go there, enjoy there and love there. To fall in love in spirit and person.

I feel so blessed and it is delightful and divine.

What beautiful visions.
My path unfolds in perfect synchronicity with all that is good, light and happy.

Dream Analysis: Purple Mustang Charger comes crashing down

It's finally Thursday and I am really looking forward to a nice two days of personal, flexible, enjoyable time.

Last night I had a really curious and odd dream.
I was in a car with two other people, unsure of their identity. We were on the ground level and looking up at a hill with jagged cliffs and ledges. There was a purple Mustang Charger making its way up the jagged ledges (impossible in real life however it's a dream). It was charging up the jagged mountain however pulling behind it with a metal chain a Black Grand Piano. It is was slinking its way up the mountain, miraculously.
In my head, seated in the car as a spectator I thought, "We should probably move out of here in case it comes crashing down," and "it's probably going to start crashing down soon...Why are we will here so calmly?"

Eventually, when the car had seemed to almost reach the peek the piano sort of started to get all crazy and started to bounce around like a wild animal. Bizarre. Of course the weight and force of the piano pulled the car back and the car ledge by ledge started to crash from side to side, coming down and down. I could feel the impending brute force coming on us to crush us however I still was curious, thinking - "Perhaps it won't hit us...perhaps we'll be fine even if it does crash on us."

Then the inevitable happened - the car reached us. It had gained momentum and with such force finally crashed and crushed us. At this point my dream vision went black, there was a brief moment of darkness where I thought, "Is this all?"

I then woke up and turned to the other side of the bed...went back to sleep as best I could.

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I just checked on the meaning of different symbols and this is what I found for the main 3 symbols:

Purple:

* Purple is indicative of devotion, healing abilities, loving, kindness, and compassion. It is also the color of royalty, high rank, justice, wealth and dignity.

* Indigo is the colour of heightened spirituality and Divine guidance and protection.

* The color purple is the color of the imagination and spirituality

In-depth: http://www.empower-yourself-with-color-psychology.com/color-purple.html

* Meaning: Nobility of purpose, spiritual leadership, spiritual teaching, regal, power, authority in spiritual matters

Car:

 "The car is a classic symbol of motivation, and reflects whether or not you are feeling autonomous as you move forward in life. If you are driving and the vehicle is out of control, you may be questioning the choices you are making. If you are riding as a passenger, you may not recognize how you are not taking the reins of responsibility for where you are going. You have given power over to the person driving the vehicle and may be needlessly blaming them for failing. If it is a parent driving you, there may be unconscious attitudes or criticisms you have adopted that are holding you back or diminishing your self-esteem.

Vehicle dreams suggest how you feel about your forward movement. If the car is parked, you may have put your sense of direction on hold while you explore new opportunity. The type of vehicle, it's condition, and whether or not you are driving, in control or being driven, will portray your present sense of autonomy."

Source: http://www.inspired-by-dreams.com/dreamdictionary/?letter=c#colors

The Car in my dream was a beautiful new Mustang Charger in bright, smooth vibrant purple.

Piano:

"To dream of seeing a piano, denotes some joyful occasion" OR "To find your piano broken and out of tune, portends dissatisfaction with your own accomplishments and disappointment in the failure of your friends or children to win honors."

(Source: http://www.edreaminterpretation.com/piano-3/)

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So what does it mean when a Purple/Indigo Mustang Charger is chugging up a jagged mountain pulling a grand black piano by a chain?

And who/where am I? In my dream I felt I was both the observer  yet I was observing myself.
Perhaps it is my alter ego - observing my spirituality and motivated self attempting to balance and pull behind it/with it some harmony, balance and beauty? However it was an unweildy process.

The chain seemed too precarious and weak; the mountain too jagged, steep and inconvenient; the piano too weighty, dense and burdensome for the struggling car.
It is similar to when you try to get a car deeply stuck in the sand. The wheels keep spinning but it's to no avail.

I was struck by the fact that I was simply sitting there observing the development of the scene while perceiving the imminent danger of the car crashing onto us. Thing is, I've had these types of dreams before and whereas in the past I would experience agony and wake up in fright, this time I took it all very calmly and rationally. Perhaps it's a sign I am learning to take things easy.

Anyhow, it is probably linked to my recent uncertainty about changing some things in my life. This murkiness and uncertainty doesn't feel good - it feels uncomfortable. I like the familiar but at the same time the same things get repetitive and boring. I like changing things and variety, always eager to keep myself stimulated in some way.

I acknowledge that my inner vibration is not keeping pace with the apparent changes that the universe is presenting me. There's no need to be afraid, right?
It all boils down to our attitude and mindset, and how you choose to approach any given issue.

I may be hesitant to take on new challenges and do more activities however it may be better than I imagine once I get started. Perhaps I will really enjoy; I might discover and express different facets of myself that have been laying dormant. I might meet some new individuals who will be beneficial to my further insights, and I can also contribute to their well-being and journey.

My internal vibration just needs to get up to speed with those changes because my rational mind understands that they are GOOD for me...for my mind, my development, my greater good, my better self, to be MORE OF MY GREAT SELF, to be the deeper, truer, more amazing me that I am.

That being said...
I already feel fine and content with myself and my life and thus I do not feel driven to act from a sense of lack, low self-esteem or self-insufficiency.
It would seem like I am thinking of taking on the world but not so...I am simply contemplating:

- Volunteering weekly on Fridays for 2.5 hours.
- Possibly taking a training that will take up the whole weekend and part of Thursday afternoon
- Volunteering
- Taking an online Masters in Education, Teacher course
- Taking a part-time Masters in Ed course in Dubai...it would take 2+ yrs but it can be done.
- Going on Himalayan yoga spiritual retreat in April


For some reason, though, it all just doesn't feel right. The effort, struggle, attempts...ugh. I repels me. I want to take it easy, I want to enjoy, I want to be FREE. I want to enjoy my free time easily and conveniently. I don't want such heavy commitments.